Hey it'z your boy DJ DIZTURBIA (a.K.a "DVSNGH" Dave Singh)... shoutin theze tweetz live from #BCC/#BRAMALEA mall... like that'z anythin new
Here to talk about, well, A BITCH... a BITCH I kinda know, but at tha same time, don't really know... seein az I never really, um, "met" her
Buh yeah.. on 4 (FOUR) separate occasionz, throughout tha last 5 yearz, we've talked.. be it thru digital form (IMing, texting, SEXTING) lol
The first 2 of which were, I guezz you can say, "positive" dealingz.... and yeah... tha last 2 being kinda sorta "negative" (understatement)
So yeah... she goez by tha name "KARMIN" and she lookz a lil something like thizzz... (yeah, that'z really HER, btw)
Oh no! *DRAMATIC PAUZE*... I posted up her piccy... she might have *NEW BEEF* with me, for doingz that, I best prolly -watch myself- :O lolz
I mean... seein az, she doez have *GANG CONNECTIONZ*, ya know... and yeah, LOL, she haz threatened ("to find") me in tha past and shit :P
Now I have no real -ill will- against her or anything... I mean, I'z juz "talkin" here about her... I'm not "threatenin" do $HIT to her :P
Despite the fact, lol, on 2 (TWO) sep occasionz... she -teased- wantin to be MY FIRST GIRL FRIEND... only to leave me -DRY- both timez
Az well az, the first BITCH to lead me to believin, I would neva have to PAY A BITCH FOR SEX again.. since you know.. she be PROVIDIN ME IT!
And one last tad bit of "interesting information"... the time she went outta her way to GET ME OFF... be it through texting (SEXTING, lol)
And (her) sayin how.. "if u enjoyed that, juz wait until we DO IT, for real"... and the fact, I really believed we were gonna FUCK, awez
Needlezz to say... thingz went downhill, after that, when she stopped textin me -cold-... then tellin me, she had reconciled with her EX :P
And that... she wuz juz USING ME, while she wuz "in negotiationz" with tha other guy, lol... me bein "2ND PRIZE" if termz didn't work out :P
Little did she realize... she did ALOT OF PSYCHOLOGICAL DAMAGE to my soul (and psyche)... and how I still suffer from it to this very day :)
And upon the day, not a matter of -IF-, but -WHEN- I do decide to *TAKE MY LIFE*.. I will indeed think of HER.. and think how close I wuz...
... in believin I wuz FINALLY gonna be *IN LOVE* for tha first time in ma life and how ma life wuz gonna change (for tha better)
Only to realize (later on in life).. I WUZ NEVA MEANT TO FIND A GIRL FRIEND, FALL IN LOVE, AND GET MARRIED... and most importantly, EVOLVE!
*IN TEARZ* (az I'm writin thiz)... but doez ANYBODY give a fuck?... the answer iz (obviouzly) NO, ahahaha, yet I like to think otherwize :P
Az if there truly iz HOPE for me in thiz life... when tha reality iz, um, there iz NONE... (if GOD iz readin thiz, pleaze, LET ME DIE NOW!)
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