Hey it'z your boy DJ DIZTURBIA (a.K.a "DVSNGH" Dave Singh).. comin at ya live (once again) from #BCC/#Bramalea City Centre mall.. tired af!
Juz comin off work (#RestaurantThatCannotBeNamed), done doin an 11 to 5, and yeah, ma feet have officially called it quitz for tha day :P
Don't matter if I'm wearin ma ($240) #TRANSFORMERS #MEGATRON/#DECEPTICON #NIKES out today, lolz, ma feet have had it!
So yeah, I'm here mainly to express ma (s.a.d.) thoughtz on #CARIBANA festival weekend, comin up next weekend (Aug 1st and 2nd) in Toronto
S.A.D. becuz, well, it'z gonna be yet yet anotha #CARIBANA I'm left out of, being that I'm #GUYANESE (born in Guyana, raised in Canada)...
And despite tha fact I've kinda abandoned ma (Guyanese) rootz, and tha fact, I'd neva once been to tha #CARIBANA festival (even az a kid)...
tha intrigue haz alwayz been there (inside me) to be able to experience it, to see what all tha hype iz about, and of course > THA GIRLZZZ!
I remember bein told before (at some family gathering, I think), "If you wanna good place to find a girl -of your kind (Guyanese, Trini)-...
#CARIBANA iz tha place you'll find it".. like it'z thiz big comic book convention, where nerdz would hookup wit their future (nerd) soulmate
And I'm sure there are groupz of guyz (COOLIEZ) searchin amongst crowdz for a HOOK-UP (be it, SHORT-TERM, LONG-TERM, or ONE-NIGHT-STAND)...
And depending on their SWAGGA (or their LOOKZ or their BLING or their CAR), yeah, many sure don't leave *EMPTY-HANDED* at tha end of tha day
If you were to drop me right THIZ SECOND into a #CARIBANA crowd... sad to say... there'z high probability I will come out *EMPTY-HANDED*
Be it tha factz: (1) I'm UGLY af, (2) I don't got no BLING (nor do I care for that shit), and (3) I don't got no FANCY CAR (nor do I drive)
And gonna be hard for me to function right (in a #CARIBANA setting), when I got ma earbudz on alotta tha time, since I can't stand tha music
And imagine me goin to #CARIBANA >ALONE< and I run into family (auntz, unclez, cousinz), all to whom I'm not that close to (not in yearz)...
... and be weird and embarrassing to have to tell em "oh, I came here by bus or train BY MYSELF, and I'm here alone since I HAVE NO FRIENDS"
I can pretty much kiss #CARIBANA2015 goodbye already, given ma unfortunate circumstancez in life, you know (having #NOFRIENDS and all)
So, like every special occasion/holiday gone awry, guezz I'm gonna have to hope for all tha better come *ONE YEAR FROM NOW* > #CARIBANA2016
Assuming of course *I DON'T TAKE MA FUCKIN LIFE* between now and said time, but yeah, let'z hope *THAT SHIT -or- AN ATTEMPT* doesn't happen!
So yeah.. I juz felt tha need to express ma thoughtz on #CARIBANA2015.. and tha disappointing feeling of having to be #LEFTOUT yet again
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