DIZTURBIA.COM | RECORD INDUCTION | THE DREAMING "RISE AGAIN" (2015) | 07/15/15

I. THE DREAMING "RISE AGAIN" 2015

So the next record I wanna talk about iz THE DREAMING's "Rise Again" (2015),

anotha record I happen to REALLY LIKE and haz had significant play
(on ma IPod) for me in recent weekz, despite tha fact, tha band iz not really
all that well-known, they are underground, and choose to remain az so.
So yeah, 3 of the 5 band memberz were part of a very famous band in tha 90'z
known az STABBING WESTWARD (most fucked up band name of all-time),
and yeah, I wuz very much indeed a HUGE STABBING WESTWARD FAN,
back in tha day (96-99), despite tha fact, my father HATED THA BAND
(lolz) mainly cuz of tha name STABBING WESTWARD, not the music,
but yeah, he wanted to refrain from "that stupid nonsense" (hiz quote),
but I didn't, out of angst and rebellion, it made me even BIGGER fan of em.


II. THE DREAMING "RISE AGAIN" 2015 II

So yeah, STABBING WESTWARD were HUGE in tha late 90'z, mainly off 
copying a sound formula from anotha even HUGER 90'z band, by name of
NINE INCH NAILS, and yeah, they were quite popular for some time,
before putting out a horrendous last album (in attemptz to alter their sound,
which for some reason they choze to abandon), and yeah, broke up in 2002.
Then tha lead singer (of STABBING WESTWARD) would form a new band,
called THE DREAMING, a year later, a band who at first sounded nothing like
tha old band (STABBING WESTWARD) and yeah, I really wuzn't diggin in it.
But az THE DREAMING kept putting out recordz, yeah, they kept leaning
more to that same (successful) sound of tha previouz band'z incarnation,
az well az (ova time) adding members from tha band'z old line-up into itz current.


III. THE DREAMING "RISE AGAIN" 2015 III

So, when stumbling upon thiz album online, I figured I'd give it a listen,
since it containz elementz of a band I REALLY LIKED in tha past (S.W.),
but when I heard tha first single "Alone", yeah, I wuz fuckin BLOWN AWAY.
It wuz like tha band wuz screaming "REMEMBER US? WE'RE BACK!".
Then when I heard tha rest of tha album, yeah, they were juz smashin it!
It'z not only reminiscent of the old (STABBING WESTWARD) sound,
I once loved, but yeah, they seemed to continue doing what they do best,
putting out, well, ULTRA SAD, SUPER DEPRESSING, SUICIDAL music,
but yeah, putting aside that one (dumb) point, there'z juz so many songz
on thiz record that hit it outta tha park for me, I juz fuckin had to buy it!

DIZTURBIA.COM | RECORD INDUCTION | CRADLE OF FILTH "CRUELTY & THE BEAST" (1998) | 07/15/15

I. CRADLE OF FILTH "CRUELTY & THE BEAST" (1998)

So tha next 2 recordz (I'm gonna talk about), what can I say, theze are recordz

that go lil furtha back into tha past, both released 16 yearz ago (1998),
and yeah, unlike tha first 2 recordz, there really izn't much bond/connection
to tha actual "music" on tha recordz (in all honesty, tha music sucked),
but yeah, it had moreso to do with tha album artwork, and just tha concept
of DEATH METAL music az a whole and having been first exposed to it,
for tha first time (in 1998), when I wuz younga, and neva really understanding it
(I wuz like everybody, sayin, it all sounded like COOKIE MONSTER to me).
Back then of course, I would have to keep thiz shit hidden from tha family,
and no way would I been allowed to buy it from a music store, of course,
if I were to, I'd have it confiscated, but NOW I'm FREE to buy much az I want.

II. CRADLE OF FILTH "CRUELTY & THE BEAST" (1998) II

So tha first record (well, 3rd) I wanna talk about iz CRADLE OF FILTH's 

"Cruelty & The Beast" (1998), a play off tha name "Beauty & The Beast",
but yeah, believe it or not, for a small brief snip moment of ma life (lolz)
I wuz fuckin -IN LOVE- with thiz album, despite only having 5 songz
(note: Internet, MP3 didn't exist then), but it wuz those 5 songz (from radio),
in addition to (having) tha album cover (from a full page advert in a magazine),
I felt like I had tha album, and that after I finally *MOVED OUT* id buy it, for real.
Now obviouzly, tha fuckin marketing wuz what had me with thiz record,
with a band named "CRADLE OF FILTH!" and *THAT RECORD COVER!*,
oh, and tha lil 'PARENTAL ADVISORY!' logo, only worsenz tha matter,
previouz to thiz, I didn't eva recall being attracted to anything "gothic".


III. CRADLE OF FILTH "CRUELTY & THE BEAST" (1998) III

So yeah, having been first exposed to CRADLE OF FILTH, back in 1998,
there were a number of other death/black metal bandz during that time
I had read about in magazinez/review that I, uh, tried to get into, but couldn't,
but CRADLE OF FILTH wuz a band that kept me in, despite tha fact,
their recordz are very hit-or-miss (I'd like every otha album they put out),
and yeah, had thiz record not had such a KICKAZZ ALBUM COVER, lol,
I probably woulda not picked thiz of all CRADLE OF FILTH albumz (to buy).
Last year, I wuz actually close to buying CRADLE OF FILTH's 2004 record
(Nympetamine) based off tha actual music (not cuz it had a "cool lookin cover")
and also tha fact, wuz tha only COF album that had more than 4 songz I liked.
Hate to say it, there wuz only 2 really 'decent' songz on thiz record, rest is bleh!

DIZTURBIA.COM | RECORD INDUCTION | CANNIBAL CORPSE "GALLERY OF SUICIDE" (1998) | 07/15/15

I. CANNIBAL CORPSE "GALLERY OF SUICIDE" (1998)

So finally, tha 4th and final record I'd like to bring to y'allz attention now iz,

yes, CANNIBAL CORPSE's "Gallery Of Suicide" (1998), ***GASP*** LOL
Indeed, not one tha most 'pleasant sounding' of album titlez (aint no 'Pinkprint'),
not to mention tha CRAAAZZZY album cover that went with it, which showz,
yezzz, an actual mural depiction of what an actual "Gallery Of Suicide"
might look like, by comic book/illustrator Vince Locke, tha same person,
btw, responsible for ALL of CANNIBAL CORPSE's CRAAAZZZY artwork.
But yeah, tha album'z main cover, depicting all tha goingz onz *INSIDE*
tha 'Gallery Of Suicide' wuz sooo graphic/disturbing (to retailerz+society),
tha band had to do an alternate cover, showin juz tha *OUTSIDE* (tha castle),
and then when you open it (tha CD case), you get to see tha -true- cover.


II. CANNIBAL CORPSE "GALLERY OF SUICIDE" (1998) II

So yeah, it'z anotha one of thoze casez, I wuz lured in by a CD/record
mainly for itz cover, puttin tha actual music, second (which iz kinda not cool).
Sadly howeva, despite payin $50 to some dude in GREECE, to get thiz
record (secondhand), I got tha record alright, but NOT THA FUCKIN COVER!
(12" by 12" paper insert, showing tha graphic GALLERY OF SUICIDE image),
apparently tha thing went MISSING (according to tha seller), and yeah,
I might be returning thiz record (back to Greece), and gettin a partial-refund.
So kinda makez me mad, havin to pay (idunno), to ship to it (back) to Greece,
and then having to pay (idunno) to get anotha copy, from someone else,
and having to make sure thiz (next) copy HAZ ALL THA FUCKIN ARTWORK!
Az I said, main reason I bought it, wuz FOR THA AMAZING AZZ ARTWORK!


III. CANNIBAL CORPSE "GALLERY OF SUICIDE" (1998) III

So, az far az tha actual music goez, on thiz CANNIBAL CORPSE record,
altho it'z called "Gallery Of Suicide", it doez'nt actually encourage people to
(you know!), and az far az I looked, there'z no subliminalz or hidden shit,
like all of CANNIBAL CORPSE's workz, it'z all just an act/gimmick/schtick,
and they don't actually EAT PEOPLE, or MURDER PEOPLE, despite (lol)
what their (CRAZZZYYY) song lyricz and titlez might have you think (at first!).
But yeah, despite there being only 2 songz on thiz record 'I like', gotta say,
over time, thiz band haz gotten significantly better and more listenable,
despite their singing style still bein reminiscent to that of COOKIE MONSTER,
and yeah, their latest record (A Skeletal Domain, 2014) haz been in ma,
let'z say, TOP 5* amongst 'most listened to' albumz, of thiz year (2015).

DIZTURBIA.COM | EPISODE 45 / CODE:WHI | "DVSNGH (SATAN-POSSEZZED, THEORY)" | 07/10/15

I. 

Hey it'z your boy DJ DIZTURBIA (a.K.a "DVSNGH" Dave Singh) here,
comin at ya live at #STARBUCKS in Brampton(#BCC/#Bramalea location),
tha time and day (Thursday, July 2nd, 2015... 6:30PM) I started writing thiz,
tha day after CANADA DAY, tha'z right, a day that I indeed (uhhh, lolz)
did not 'enjoy' to say tha least (assuming you saw tha blog I put out that day),
not that anything really "bad" per se happened, it'z merely juz slight anger
tha fact NUTHIN happened (I stayed in ma bedroom alone doin JACK SHIT),
meanwhile, tha majority of the country iz out *partying* in some form,
or engaging in at least some form of 'interaction' with one or another,
but here wuz I, not a single soul to communicate to, but ma-loser-self!


II. 

So I must say, today, despite waking up much later than I hoped (2:15PM!),
and having perhapz tha latest 'breakfast' of ma entire life (at 6:30PM!), lolz,
and tha fact I spent $15 breakfast today (STARBUCKS IZ EXPENSIVE SHIT),
putting all that shit aside, today'z been good, mainly for tha fact that,
I, uh, got ma 2 (first eva) DEATH METAL RECORDZ from tha post office,
they right here, infronta ma face az I'm writin thiz, out in tha open pub(!),
tha first of which being, CRADLE OF FILTH "Cruelty & The Beast" ($50, used)
and tha otha being CANNIBAL CORPSE "Gallery Of Suicide" ($50, used),
one with a NAKED VAMPIRE BITCH IN A BATHTUB OF BLOOD on its cover,
lolz, welcome to tha world of EXTREME (METAL) MUSIC, mothafuckaz!


III. 

So yeah, I have NO SHAME in letting tha public see that I "support" thiz, uh,
"DEMONIC CAUSE", lmfao (themz sure ain't no MICHAEL JACKSON recordz),
soundz kinda twisted to say thiz, but (a sick) part of me (inside) kinda wanted
RANDOM STRANGERZ to see theze, and then look at me, wondering WTF!
Az a matter of fact, I decided to pack ma shit up, and leave Starbucks
(before starting thiz paragraph, III), and yeah, here I am now, writin thiz at
(yep) #BCC/#Bramalea City Centre mall, where yes indeed, MORE PEOPLE
can be exposed to me and ma lovely (FUCKED UP) record coverz (lol).
To all tha momz and/or dadz who bring their lil (idiot) children to tha mall,
my deepest apologiez (sarcasm) for exposing them to such horrific display.


IV. 

So it'z also to be noted today (July 2nd, 2015) markz tha first day in yearz (2),
I've publicly worn out ma Toronto Blue Jays 'Alternate/Red' (baseball) jersey
(wearing quite alotta red today... red jersey, red hat, red shoez... lmfao),
a jersey, along with anotha (tha Alternate/Blue one), I bought back in late '12,
from PRO IMAGE (Bramalea), both of which I had specially embroidered,
tha'z right, I had customizationz (done on tha back) that read out, yeah,
"DVSNGH.COM", where tha name plate says, with tha numba "81" beneath,
totalling of about $480 (az theze were authentic "Majestic" brand jerseyz,
along with tha costz of customization, and tax), close to $500 went into thiz,
amazing also, considering, I'm not really all that big of a Blue Jays fan.


V. 

So yeah, DVSNGH.COM, that wuz ma first web domain (made, Jan 2012),
first of many, before eventually becoming what it iz today, DIZTURBIA.COM,
but yeah, I had made a numba of attemptz to try to *promote* ma site
(outside of social media meanz), such az businezz cardz, lol, I wuz sadly
TOO PU$$Y to give to people directly (so I would instead toss em placez),
and tha otha would be through variouz otha formz of expression/creativity,
such az theze 2 Blue Jays Jerseys (with DVSNGH.COM on tha back).
Next thing ya know, problemz would arise, and I would soon distance maself
from tha "DVSNGH" banner az a whole (and DVSNGH.COM wud be no more).
Fast-forward to 2015, and how about that, DVSNGH iz back in full swing!


VI. 

So, az far az tha jersey thing goez, az fucked az it iz having to explain it,
but yeah, tha whole intent of "DVSNGH.COM" embroidered on tha back,
wuz so BITCHEZ would see me (at tha mall, tha bus, or whereva), thinkin;
"here'z a somewhat good lookin guy, with swag and style, and haz money,
and how about that, he don't got no SEXCI AZZ BITCH tagging next to him,
maybe he'z single, maybe there'z an opening, maybe that'z why he'z eying me",
but obviouzly, since bitchez are TOO PU$$Y to approach guyz in public
(cuzzz supposedly, they claim, it makez em come off lookin like a slut),
so I thought it wuz "innovative" I created a shortcut, be it at ma expense of $65
(tha cost of embroidering), to give bitchez an opportunity to holla at me,
needlezz to say, tha whole 'experiment' didn't quite work out az I so hoped.


VII. 

So I thought it'z kinda funny, I'm here wearing all thiz (bright) red shit today,
perhapz a lil too much red a DUDE should be wearing all at one time
(seeing az, need I point out tha obviouz, red iz kinda a BITCH'z colour).
So I got on my red Blue Jays jersey (check), red Blue Jays fitted (check),
red Lebron nikes (check), tho ma sockz are navy, they got RED highlightz,
tha same with ma backpack, so yeah, today iz a real RED-oriented day for me.
And tha fact I'm here with DEATH METAL RECORDZ (actual VINYLZ)
infronta me, dunno bout you, it'z almost like I'm SATAN-possezzed today,
or perhapz, I may very well be SATAN-possezzed all summer, considering,
LOL, considering ma most recent eventz/blogz, especially tha onez where
I'm takin *MA FRUSTRATIONZ* out on a poor, innocent BIBLE and QURAN.


VIII. 

So perhapz I should prolly talk a lil more about *THAT* whole ordeal,
and trust me, I will, anotha time tho (got a whole lotta shit to speak on that).
But yeah, going back to what I wuz saying before, about tha whole, lol,
(me being) SATAN-possezzed thing, there might be a lil something to that.
Perhapz ma body and soul *RIGHT AT THIZ VERY MILLISECOND*, yeah,
ma be unda tha influence/control of SATAN or some sorta DEMON(s) :P
Mind you, az I'm writing thiz, I'm (uh) listening to CATTLE DECAPITATION,
lol, a (newer) death metal band, not only 'influenced' by CANNIBAL CORPSE,
but with tha sole intent of being even more brutal, intense and 'psychotic'.
I may have had (mini) on-and-off *flings* with death metal in tha past,
but thiz right now iz ma first real DEATH METAL PHASE I'm goin thru atm.


IX. 

So anywayz, for many peoplez, most particularly tha young peepz (studentz),
thiz first week of July iz only juz tha beginning of tha summer, but for me,
since I'm not in school no more, and I work an all-year round/fart-time job
(lol, that'z part-time, and full-time on occasion), when it hitz "June 1st"
that'z when ma summer officially beginz (1/3rd ma summer already done),
and yeah, judging from ma many blogz issued out from then to now,
ain't been a pretty shittt summer for me thuzzz far, and need I have to say,
kinda getting progressively worse, both mentally, and even physically,
noticin some slight breathing difficultiez startin up (I don't work out, so yeah),
I'm neva known to carry tha best 'diet', oh and I should note, not makin thiz up,
7 tha last 8 nightz, I've eaten a DOUBLE KITKAT CHUNKY bar in bed, so </3


X. 

So yeah, ma #1 main focuz thiz summer (az iz every fuckin summer) iz
TRYIN TO FIND A GIRL FRIEND, when -OR IF- I'm able to accomplish that,
I'll hopefully be able to salvage whateva remaining dayz left in tha summer,
if not, well, I'll be more than happy to see juz how (MUCH MORE) LOW

I can go to tha point, well, ma CLEAN CRIMINAL RECORD iz no more!
I may have gone through sum real 'lows' in past summerz, but yeah,
tha lows I'm experiencing thiz summer (2015) feelz like record record lows!
The optimistic department (workin) inside ma brain, wantz me to believe,
THA PAIN/AGONY THAT I'M FEELING RIGHT THIZ EXACT MOMENT,
wuz meant to make tha IMPACT -OF FALLING IN LOVE- (for ma first time)
that much more greater and impactful, but yeah, LET'Z JUZ SEE!!! <3


Paragraphs I through IV written at Starbucks Bramalea (Brampton)
Paragraphs V through X written at Bramalea City Centre mall (Brampton)

DIZTURBIA.COM | BIBLE+++QURAN DESECRATION (WEEK 2) | 07/08/15

DIZTURBIA.COM | 07.07.15 TWITTER MIXTAPE | "ALYSSA BRIANNA RANT" | 07/07/15

Hey itz your boy DJ DIZTURBIA (a.K.a "DVSNGH" Dave Singh).. recordin thiz LIVE from #BCC/#Bramalea City Centre mall.. on ma break (off work)

Here wit anotha one of ma classic twitter rantz.. cept thiz one dont focus on ma (uh) *PERSONAL GOINGZ ONZ* in tha bedroom.. (see below) LOL

Today ma focuz iz on ALYSSA BRIANNA @AlyssaaaBrianna.. pretty on tha outside (no denying that).. rotten on tha inside

Now if you got a prob, "SPIFFY" @AlyssaaaBrianna, with me talkin a lil sum about you... well then... take me to fuckin court, bitch :P

So yeah, Mizzz Alyzzza here seemz to find somethin real intriguing wit me, and thankz (I guezz) for all tha timez I see you faving ma tweetz

Now thatz not what bringz thiz bitch to ma attention.. we seemed to had a minor interaction on TW (a week ago).. which kinda stood out to me

So basicly.. went a lil sum like thiz.. before tha bitch choze to tha route of silence (she'z a PU$$Y, undastandable)

So in analyzing that very one tweet she'd made... (in reference to me, without "@" mentioning me, classic PU$$Y maneuver)... what can I say!

Startin off with 3 'laughing' emoticonz, she then passez judgement on me and ma unfortunate circumstancez in life, like it'z thiz HUGE JOKE!

But if I can expand on that ignorant tweet that bitch put out > "😂😂😂 mans talking about ending his life cause he can't find a girl friend.."

So there'z definately no denyin what she'z talkin about 'there'.. (appreciate you pointin it out, bitch).. I have a certain "viewpoint"...

Az CRAZY az it comez off, there'z no obviouz certainty that (ma) life iz destined for THA PATH OF DOOM, that I seem to write endlezzly about

I'm one of thoze firm believerz, who believez that everything I'm doing -AZ INSANELY FUCKED UP IT CAN BE AT TIMEZ- iz all meant to happen...

Az part of tha *build-up*.. (like a movie).. to tha eventual *MOMENT* I finally FIND A GIRL FRIEND & FALL IN LOVE for tha very first time

It'z juz unfortunate... in tha midst of all tha *build-up*.. there'z a whole lotta (unnecessary) DRAMA & BULLSHIT that (first) haz to unfold

Won't hide tha fact, some of that DRAMA & BULLSHIT, doez start about on ma end... but you really think... if I wuz to *GET OFF TWITTER*...

And *CLOSE DOWN MA SITE* (http://DIZTURBIA.COM ), and stop writin BLOGZ (completely), A GIRL FRIEND IZ GOIN TO MAGICALLY FALL INTO MA LAP?!

I don't think so.. I feel I been gifted with thiz super talent in expressing maself.. and *ONE DAY* will lead me to gettin that GIRL FRIEND!

But anywayz... expect a *PART 2* to ma "ALYSSA RANT" (presumably tommorow or wed)... cuz I got ALOT MORE to say about YOU @AlyssaaaBrianna