Hey it'z your boy DJ DIZTURBIA (a.K.a "DVSNGH" Dave Singh)... comin at ya live from #BCC/#BRAMALEA City Centre mall... with ALOT on ma mind!
Now before I head straight to tha main subject that be... MA BDAY *05.30.15* (less than 5 dayz time)... I wanna quickly address tha fact...
About a week back... I had* unfortunately been with THA FLU... and indeed, theze last couple dayz have been SHITTY, to say tha fuckin least!
Thankfully... it lookz like I'm 90% past it all now... though I still gotta take ma NEOCITRAN'z every night juz for precautionary measurez
But yeah... lookz like I'm going to be A-OK, righ in time for MA BDAY, thiz weekend (05.30.15 + 05.31.15)... so let uz talk about *THAT* now
So if you don't quite know.. I have ALOT (mentally) invested into MA BDAY thiz year.. to say, I take it 'too personal', iz an understatement
But to make a long story short.. ma last 10 (straight) birthdayz have very much SUCKED BALLZ.. call it an ongoin 'losing streak', if ya will
It'z reached tha point now.. MA BDAY haz become one of thoze "least looked forward to" dayz on tha calendar... say it ain't so, BUT IT'Z SO!
Now one might say.. it'z only like "that", becuz you make it out to be az such, lol... (az if I truly wanna* be unhappy on ma bday) riiight!
Though I partially can agree on that point... I'd call it more a 50/50 joint-effort... brought on by myself -AND GOD- to bring down ma bday
So yeah.. have it be known (queue laughing track) tha *ORIGINAL PLANZ* goin into MA BDAY.. wuz to try to land a BLIND DATE for ma bday night
I even had RESERVATIONZ-FOR-2 set at tha #LACASTILE steak-and-seafood restaurant in Mississauga (which I've now had to call and CANCEL)
Needlezz to say.. I wuz utterly unsuccessful in ma attemptz at tryin to get A DATE for ma bday.. I'm juz not *GOOD ENOUGH* for today'z women
Ma parentz, in mere pity, had contemplated takin me out to dinner for ma bday... lol... but I informed them kindly n politely, no (FUCK NO!)
Need I mention also.. tha fact I have NO FRIENDZ (not even that of a COUSIN, AUNT, or UNCLE to reach out to).. makez ma situation even worse
So yeah.. not sure what im gonna do thiz weekend (((ALONE))) for ma bday.. talk about real DARK TIMEZ (often I wonder why do I deserve thiz)
Rumour haz it... if I don't come out thiz birthday weekend *HAPPY* (in some form or tha otha)... I am goin to reach a new ALL-TIME LOW! :)
I'm almost contemplating droppin $$$ EVERY DOLLA $$$ outta ma bank account, yeah, if that'z what it takez to get ***SOMETHING*** GOING!
Dunno what elze to say... assuming ma life continuez itz (current) DOWNWARD SPIRAL trend... a possibility -> thiz 'could be' MA LAST BDAY!
OR.. (or thru some form of -LAST MINUTE- MIRACLE)... I AM gonna have a *HAPPY BIRTHDAY* with perhapz a sign of more to come in tha future
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