I.
Hey it'z your boy DJ DIZTURBIA (a.K.a "DVSNGH" Dave Singh) here,
comin at ya live at #BCC/#Bramalea City Centre mall (June 19th, 2015),
decided to give maself a nice lil headstart on thiz blog here, episode 43
(scheduled to air: June 30th, 2015), needlezz to say, alotta shit on ma mind,
considering tha fact, we're approachin 30 dayz (yeah, I'm countin alright),
since 05.30.15 (thiz past, May 30th, 2015), yeah, that wuzzz ma birthday,
and indeed, a wretched birthday wuz it eva, and to say I'm still mad/sad/hurt
ova how it all went down, chyeah, that would be an *understatement*,
what else can I tell ya, I'M VERY MUCH FUMING over it, still to thiz day,
and it kinda sorta (idunno) lookz like THA ANGER iz only continuing to rise!
II.
So what exactly doez that mean (see previouz line), ha, need I have to explain,
I'm not juz one PI$ED OFF DUDE, at thiz moment of time, it'z beyond *THAT*,
let me tell ya, it'z to tha point that, well... I tell tha actionz do tha talkin!
Now in tha previouz blog (episode 42) I talked quite a bit about DEATH METAL
(and if you're dumb, and still don't know what that iz, it'z really, really, and I mean,
REALLY ANGRY, LOUD, AGGRESSIVE SOUNDIN ROCK MUSIC),
what else can I say bout it, it'z flowin HEAVY thru ma veinz (and earz) atm,
az I be writing thiz, I'm listening to a (world famouz) band called DEICIDE!
Maybe y'allz (readin thiz) should give DEICIDE a listen to, for a good full minute,
but yeah, normally thiz ain't ma "kool-aid", but it'z what best sumz ma mood atm.
III.
So tha fact (az also spoken about in tha previouz blog) I went and (lol)
bought ma first eva CANNIBAL CORPSE T-SHIRT, also tells ya something.
And to make long story short, for MANY YEARZ, I'd alwayz contemplated
gettin a Cannibal Corpse t-shirt (for tha whole shock value and whatnot),
be like "it lookz cool, but idunno if I'd feel cool and all, to go out with it)",
especially, tha fact it'z got women incorporated into itz imagery, in a
rather misogynistic and hatefulistic manner (not tha t-shirt to show mom!),
and yeah, ma sensez would finally hit me, and I would 'move on' from it.
Now I'm in a mental state, where there'z a part of me inside, that'z kinda
(sad havin to say it) LOST RESPECT for tha female gender az a whole (awe).
IV.
So yeah, a big factor in why I bought that Cannibal Corpse t-shirt, yeah,
wuz tha fact it (tha image it depicted) wuz a (slight) attack on tha female gender.
But if you thought *that* wuz bad, lol, hear me out now on tha "otha shirt"
I wanted to get (but unfortunately, not for sale anywhere, not even online).
It'z a t-shirt that said "SHUT UP ... BITCH", with a woman'z face (drawing)
with a *GAG BALL* in her mouth in tha middle (EXXXTREMELY SEXIST!).
Long time ago, I actually saw tha shirt in a shop, at a (New Jersey) boardwalk,
but since I wuz with family, and wuz quite young, obviouzly I couldn't get it.
But now I want it bad, but all I could find iz thiz small pic (see pic), off Google.
Had I had tha shirt, FUCK YEAH, I woulda worn thiz shirt religiouzzzly!
V.
Sooo, speakin of "religiouzzzly", bringz me now to tha subject of RELIGION!
and tha fact that (yezzz) I juz recieved both ma HOLY BIBLE + HOLY QURAN
(via tha mail) a few dayz ago, and yeah, I had shipped quite fast actually,
tha quran arriving within 48 HOURZ! (from Montreal) from time of tha order,
and tha bible arriving in 72 HOURZ (from Chicago) from time of tha order,
though I wuz't in any real rush to get them (ain't like I'm 'studying' em, lolz).
That kinda pissed me off, being that when I buy countlezz thingz off Ebay
(clothingz, shoez, recordz, etc), I have to wait many dayz (sometimez weekz),
no matter where from, and often findin maself staring at the (display) picz,
(til I finally get it), yet I wuz able to get have theze in hand (almost) right away,
perhapz az sum sorta bullshit 'sign', to say, "I might need (one) theze bookz!"
VI.
So yeah, today (June 19th, 2015) az I write thiz, wuz juz anotha one of thoze
(you know) "BRAMALEA DAYZ", and inbetween theze very same paragraphz,
I did ma share of WALKIN (nevaending, repetitive circlez) around tha mall
(alone btw, makin it all tha more FUN, not), but yeah, what can I say about it,
dunno if it'z juz me, perhapz IT IZ JUZ ME, getz me SOOO DEPREZZED!
Well, it'z a rainbow of emotionz, tha majority of which are tha bad onez,
like sadnezz, tha fact I'm walkin by maself, when most otherz are with pplz,
and envy, when I see a pretty bitch (or group of bitchez) I find attractive
(I wish I could approach, but don't have tha power to, cuz I'm weak az fuck),
and anger, when I see sum cunt *holdin handz* with her dickhead boy friend,
ma reaction/response, ma middle fuckin finger, aimed straight at their facez!
VII.
So what do you think about *THAT*, soundz pretty darned FUCKED, eh?
Like, when you see a cunt walkin *hand-in-hand* with her dickhead boyfriend,
you're not suppose to *DO THAT* to them (stickin your middle finga at em),
no no no, you're suppoze to be in absolute AWE over them, and smile,
and juz be HAPPY for them, for tha LOVE they had found for each otha <3
But no, I chooze *othawize*, and I have every right in doin ^JUST THAT^,
despite tha fact, well, I'm (obviouzly) putting maself at ***SOCIAL RISK***
(say, sum cunt or her dickhead boyfriend take major offense to "ma gesture"),
and yeah, I may end up doin $HIT to tha wrong person(z) on tha wrong day,
and tha next thing ya know, lol, well... I'll prolly be put in a bad (uh) spot :P
VIII.
So here I am now (tha next day...) writing thiz piece out at ma new fave
hotspot (in all of Brampton) #STARBUCKS (#BCC/#BRAMALEA) location,
havin maself yet anotha one of ma classic, late late breakfastz (5:15PM),
gunna be finishing up ma blog here, a blog, in which I went allova tha place,
but yeah, tha basic message of thiz blog iz me juz lettin y'all know (yeah)
I'm (uh) PI$EDDD AZZZ MOTHAFUCKKK, and yeah, I'm kinda wonderin,
how much more thizzz shittt can I take (...BEFORE I FUCKIN EXPLODEEE!!!)
Oh and no, it ain'tz like I "chooze" to be MADDD, I (truly) wanna be happy,
like how all ma birthdayz go awry, and you alwayz think "maybe next year...
(thingz will be better)", but when next year comez along, and needlezz to say,
LIFE CONTINUEZ TO SUCK A BIG ONE! you get *BEYOND* frustrated!
IX.
So I decided to name thiz blog/episode "DOWNWARD SPIRAL SUMMER",
a term/string of wordz (downward+spiral+summer) that haz constantly echoed
in ma head throughout tha summer, be it tha fact, it'z juz not going well,
and yeah, and az tha summer progressez, and continuez to be tha shitz,
yeah, I guezz I'm juz gonna spiral furtha down, in tha (mental) PITZ OF HELL!
Be awesome if like, you know, BAMMM! It juz hitz me UNEXPECTEDLY,
and I'm suddenly *** I N L O V E *** and I'm goin out on datez n' shit,
and be like, "a month or two back, I felt like I wuz in HELL, and here I am now,
and I feel like I'm in HEAVEN" (mainly in thankz of whateva BITCH I'd juz met)
Well, that'z kinda tha BIG DREAM in ma head, dunno if it'll eva be A REALITY!
X.
So here we are now, at last, at tha end of thiz (wretchedly sad) blog writing,
finally wanna talk about, well, what in fact I wuz 'originally' gonna (yeah)
speak about (for tha majority of) in thiz blog, but I kinda decided, well,
probably *not a good idea* to go into -FULL, FULL DETAIL- about thiz,
but yeah, maaa twitter, lol (or perhapz I should say twitterZZZ <- plural),
it'z quite something, if indeed, you've seen the (uhhh) "system" I got setup,
pretty fuckin crazy, and even more crazy, if you see what I'm 'doin with it'.
To all thoze (BITCHEZ) who'z livez have been (temporarily) affected by
ma (tryin to find tha right word, not spamming, but), uh, PROMOTING
of ma site, I'M SORRY BABEZ, if I happen to be dizzzturbing ya'z ;$
I'm juz a dude tryin to find A GIRL FRIEND, and you really fuckin think
THAT'Z eva gunna happen, if I stay "quiet" about it, I don't think so </3
Paragraphs I through V written at Bramalea City Centre mall (Brampton)
Paragraphs VI, VII and X written on Brampton Transit bus (Brampton)
Paragraphs VIII and IX written at Starbucks Bramalea (Brampton)
az I be writing thiz, I'm listening to a (world famouz) band called DEICIDE!
Maybe y'allz (readin thiz) should give DEICIDE a listen to, for a good full minute,
but yeah, normally thiz ain't ma "kool-aid", but it'z what best sumz ma mood atm.
III.
So tha fact (az also spoken about in tha previouz blog) I went and (lol)
bought ma first eva CANNIBAL CORPSE T-SHIRT, also tells ya something.
And to make long story short, for MANY YEARZ, I'd alwayz contemplated
gettin a Cannibal Corpse t-shirt (for tha whole shock value and whatnot),
be like "it lookz cool, but idunno if I'd feel cool and all, to go out with it)",
especially, tha fact it'z got women incorporated into itz imagery, in a
rather misogynistic and hatefulistic manner (not tha t-shirt to show mom!),
and yeah, ma sensez would finally hit me, and I would 'move on' from it.
Now I'm in a mental state, where there'z a part of me inside, that'z kinda
(sad havin to say it) LOST RESPECT for tha female gender az a whole (awe).
IV.
So yeah, a big factor in why I bought that Cannibal Corpse t-shirt, yeah,
wuz tha fact it (tha image it depicted) wuz a (slight) attack on tha female gender.
But if you thought *that* wuz bad, lol, hear me out now on tha "otha shirt"
I wanted to get (but unfortunately, not for sale anywhere, not even online).
It'z a t-shirt that said "SHUT UP ... BITCH", with a woman'z face (drawing)
with a *GAG BALL* in her mouth in tha middle (EXXXTREMELY SEXIST!).
Long time ago, I actually saw tha shirt in a shop, at a (New Jersey) boardwalk,
but since I wuz with family, and wuz quite young, obviouzly I couldn't get it.
But now I want it bad, but all I could find iz thiz small pic (see pic), off Google.
Had I had tha shirt, FUCK YEAH, I woulda worn thiz shirt religiouzzzly!
V.
Sooo, speakin of "religiouzzzly", bringz me now to tha subject of RELIGION!
and tha fact that (yezzz) I juz recieved both ma HOLY BIBLE + HOLY QURAN
(via tha mail) a few dayz ago, and yeah, I had shipped quite fast actually,
tha quran arriving within 48 HOURZ! (from Montreal) from time of tha order,
and tha bible arriving in 72 HOURZ (from Chicago) from time of tha order,
though I wuz't in any real rush to get them (ain't like I'm 'studying' em, lolz).
That kinda pissed me off, being that when I buy countlezz thingz off Ebay
(clothingz, shoez, recordz, etc), I have to wait many dayz (sometimez weekz),
no matter where from, and often findin maself staring at the (display) picz,
(til I finally get it), yet I wuz able to get have theze in hand (almost) right away,
perhapz az sum sorta bullshit 'sign', to say, "I might need (one) theze bookz!"
VI.
So yeah, today (June 19th, 2015) az I write thiz, wuz juz anotha one of thoze
(you know) "BRAMALEA DAYZ", and inbetween theze very same paragraphz,
I did ma share of WALKIN (nevaending, repetitive circlez) around tha mall
(alone btw, makin it all tha more FUN, not), but yeah, what can I say about it,
dunno if it'z juz me, perhapz IT IZ JUZ ME, getz me SOOO DEPREZZED!
Well, it'z a rainbow of emotionz, tha majority of which are tha bad onez,
like sadnezz, tha fact I'm walkin by maself, when most otherz are with pplz,
and envy, when I see a pretty bitch (or group of bitchez) I find attractive
(I wish I could approach, but don't have tha power to, cuz I'm weak az fuck),
and anger, when I see sum cunt *holdin handz* with her dickhead boy friend,
ma reaction/response, ma middle fuckin finger, aimed straight at their facez!
VII.
So what do you think about *THAT*, soundz pretty darned FUCKED, eh?
Like, when you see a cunt walkin *hand-in-hand* with her dickhead boyfriend,
you're not suppose to *DO THAT* to them (stickin your middle finga at em),
no no no, you're suppoze to be in absolute AWE over them, and smile,
and juz be HAPPY for them, for tha LOVE they had found for each otha <3
But no, I chooze *othawize*, and I have every right in doin ^JUST THAT^,
despite tha fact, well, I'm (obviouzly) putting maself at ***SOCIAL RISK***
(say, sum cunt or her dickhead boyfriend take major offense to "ma gesture"),
and yeah, I may end up doin $HIT to tha wrong person(z) on tha wrong day,
and tha next thing ya know, lol, well... I'll prolly be put in a bad (uh) spot :P
VIII.
So here I am now (tha next day...) writing thiz piece out at ma new fave
hotspot (in all of Brampton) #STARBUCKS (#BCC/#BRAMALEA) location,
havin maself yet anotha one of ma classic, late late breakfastz (5:15PM),
gunna be finishing up ma blog here, a blog, in which I went allova tha place,
but yeah, tha basic message of thiz blog iz me juz lettin y'all know (yeah)
I'm (uh) PI$EDDD AZZZ MOTHAFUCKKK, and yeah, I'm kinda wonderin,
how much more thizzz shittt can I take (...BEFORE I FUCKIN EXPLODEEE!!!)
Oh and no, it ain'tz like I "chooze" to be MADDD, I (truly) wanna be happy,
like how all ma birthdayz go awry, and you alwayz think "maybe next year...
(thingz will be better)", but when next year comez along, and needlezz to say,
LIFE CONTINUEZ TO SUCK A BIG ONE! you get *BEYOND* frustrated!
IX.
So I decided to name thiz blog/episode "DOWNWARD SPIRAL SUMMER",
a term/string of wordz (downward+spiral+summer) that haz constantly echoed
in ma head throughout tha summer, be it tha fact, it'z juz not going well,
and yeah, and az tha summer progressez, and continuez to be tha shitz,
yeah, I guezz I'm juz gonna spiral furtha down, in tha (mental) PITZ OF HELL!
Be awesome if like, you know, BAMMM! It juz hitz me UNEXPECTEDLY,
and I'm suddenly *** I N L O V E *** and I'm goin out on datez n' shit,
and be like, "a month or two back, I felt like I wuz in HELL, and here I am now,
and I feel like I'm in HEAVEN" (mainly in thankz of whateva BITCH I'd juz met)
Well, that'z kinda tha BIG DREAM in ma head, dunno if it'll eva be A REALITY!
X.
So here we are now, at last, at tha end of thiz (wretchedly sad) blog writing,
finally wanna talk about, well, what in fact I wuz 'originally' gonna (yeah)
speak about (for tha majority of) in thiz blog, but I kinda decided, well,
probably *not a good idea* to go into -FULL, FULL DETAIL- about thiz,
but yeah, maaa twitter, lol (or perhapz I should say twitterZZZ <- plural),
it'z quite something, if indeed, you've seen the (uhhh) "system" I got setup,
pretty fuckin crazy, and even more crazy, if you see what I'm 'doin with it'.
To all thoze (BITCHEZ) who'z livez have been (temporarily) affected by
ma (tryin to find tha right word, not spamming, but), uh, PROMOTING
of ma site, I'M SORRY BABEZ, if I happen to be dizzzturbing ya'z ;$
I'm juz a dude tryin to find A GIRL FRIEND, and you really fuckin think
THAT'Z eva gunna happen, if I stay "quiet" about it, I don't think so </3
Paragraphs I through V written at Bramalea City Centre mall (Brampton)
Paragraphs VI, VII and X written on Brampton Transit bus (Brampton)
Paragraphs VIII and IX written at Starbucks Bramalea (Brampton)
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